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I got tired of my little red chili avatar, and decided to choose something more personal. I don't want to post any photos of myself. I admire people who can, but feel more comfortable remaining mysteriously anonymous.
So I tried adopting a few paintings - too big, too detailed, too busy, too not me. Then I found a photo of a model who 25 years ago could have passed for my long lost twin. I turned her photo into a drawing and she looked even more like me, may be I would not have posed that boldly 25 years ago, but otherwise I think I could have fooled my mom. Done. She was representing me on FS all day long today.
But something felt wrong. Then I realized I do not feel comfortable being represented by a drawing of a woman who looks like me but half my age. We always think that we would like to look younger. But I want to look myself. Gone are my long golden locks and slim waist, but they are replaced by experince, wisdom, accomplishments and piece of mind. I was slimmer and prettier, but I am not sure I was happier. At least I feel surprisingly comfortable with getting older.
By the evening I retired her and replaced her with my familiar avatar. I am stil in search of an image that I can put on my home page to inspire me to work on further improving myself.
View Diet Calendar, 07 October 2013:
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1831 kcal
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Fat: 115.89g | Prot: 109.96g | Carbs: 92.73g.
Breakfast: Egg, Butter, Coffee, Fresh Lemon Juice, Avocados. Lunch: Avocados, Grey Poupon Dijon Mustard, Lettuce, mayo best foods, Tomatoes, Turkey Breast Meat. Dinner: Brie Cheese, Boar's Head Mortadella. Snacks/Other: Wildtree Wildly Blueberry Jam, Kefir, White Grapefruit, Peach, Fage Total Yogurt. more...
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