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I am joining this platform to see if being open about my struggle with weight loss helps me in some way. I am scared because this type of vulnerability is not my go to. I am sometimes a little too private with my problems and struggles. I try to joke and only speak about what is already kind of obvious. I do that because it makes me feel better knowing someone else can't point it out. But deep down, there is so much going on.
I hate my stomach. I hate my cheeks. I hate my chin. I hate my legs I hate my arms. OHHH HOW I HATE MY ARMS. Those things are like monsters hanging from my shoulders. Just two ginormous tree trunks hanging loose. I hate them. My legs are so fat and wide. I don't care about having big thighs.. To be honest, I kinda want big thighs. But i hate how wobbly and wrinkly and fat they look. I am only 28 and I am already just so embarrassed to wear a dress or shorts because of the appearance of my legs. It's not a good look. My stomach makes me look like I am pregnant now for the past 6 years. I seem to be at 3 months of pregnancy because of the way my clothes fits thanks for my fatty stomach. There is so many clothes I wish I could wear but can't because it looks like I am about to burst out of every piece. The worst part is there is never any nice clothes that will actually fit me properly. All the clothes in my size are old fashion or meant for 40 something year olds.
I need help. Beyond complaining. I need to get this struggles fixed and I need to do this on my own and for myself. I do however, need help staying on track and being held accountable. Quitting is not an option no matter how easy it is to do it.
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1987 kcal
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Fat: 63.49g | Prot: 84.26g | Carbs: 248.58g.
Breakfast: Nescafe Cafe De Olla, Toasted Whole Wheat Bread, Scrambled Egg. Lunch: Subway Chipotle Southwest Sauce, Subway 12" Black Forest Ham. Dinner: Puerto Rican Style Cream Rice (made with Milk and Sugar). Snacks/Other: El Viajero Bio Salud, Danone Danino. more...
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2595 kcal
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Exercise:
Walk - 35 minutes, Resting - 16 hours and 25 minutes, Sleeping - 7 hours. more...
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