Well my depression issues are back and the only thing I can rely on is food and alcohol. People seem more scarce as I get older. Friends? Haha, more like acquaintances. The healthier I get, gfs hate it! When I gain weight, the gfs love it! Wtf! Where are friends that want us to succeed and be truly happy and healthy? My birthday was 12/22, what did I do? Deep cleaned and reorganized my kitchen. Friends? more like crickets! (Silence and alone) I would rather have a handful of true loving supportive friends and be healthy than be unhealthy with 1000 “followers”“friends” that deep down they want me to fail. With friends like that who needs enemies!!!
This is my year! Even if I’m my only advocate!! Haters gonna hate!!!
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