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Hubby agreed to take over a few chores like trash, dishwasher and cooking all weekend meals. After three weeks he cooked his 4th or is it 5th meal. He made stew and couldn’t tell me any weights or volumes or anything other than ‘meat, it’s stew!’. Had a bit of a hissy at dinner when I thanked him for cooking and slid the bowl to the side. He doesn’t understand that if I can’t at least guess then I don’t eat it. I went through him on medifast twice for a month or more each. I cooked two separate meals every single evening, I made some of his shakes and soups for the other 5 meals a day. I did my best not to make things he loved during those months. Why can’t he make a meal I can eat and one I want to eat? I’ve never liked his stew as the main ingredients are onions & garlic but to make something he knows I can’t even guess as to nutrition and then get upset with me is beyond me.
He is also upset that after treatment I now sleep through every single alarm in the house. I had a reaction to a new deodorant and have a huge welt of a rash halfway up my elbows and even down my aides. The rich hurts enough that I was almost in tears last night. Claritin took the edge off but didn’t help a lot. He tells me it’s nothing. It’s not almost purple even tho he won’t look at it. I’m also making it out to be a huge deal when it’s supposedly like a mosquito bite.
I’m so very sick of living like this. He even told me today that maybe I would get some respect and they would treat me better if I was a nicer person and nice to them. Right after telling me all of the above minus dinner. I’m at a loss and it’s very challenging not to eat everything in sight. Normally I’d go cry in my room and would make myself nauseous and not be able to eat. This wanting to eat everything in sight because of increased hunger is odd for me.
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1499 kcal
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Fat: 61.27g | Prot: 72.00g | Carbs: 170.34g.
Breakfast: Kellogg's Rice Krispies Treats (22g). Lunch: Sam's Club French Bread, Beef Ribs (Whole, Trimmed to 1/4" Fat, Choice Grade) , Velveeta Cheese, Elbow Macaroni, KFC Crispy Chicken Strips (3). Dinner: Lay's Wavy Original Potato Chips, Kraft 2% Milk American Cheese Singles, Sara Lee Delightful Healthy Multi-Grain Bread, Oscar Mayer Honey Smoked Turkey Breast & White Turkey. Snacks/Other: Blue Diamond Lightly Salted Almonds, Kellogg's Rice Krispies Treats (22g). more...
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