ilovedallasgreen's Journal, 20 Mar 12

I'm so sorry. Cheating is a horrible betrayal! It is fun to throw a "thin you" in is face. Better to be healthy and move on. Find someone else who treats you great! That is the best revenge! 

Thanks for your possitivity. im really down about it all. Had a 3 day chocolate binge and then decided im not going to let him undo all my.work losing the weight i've lost. Im going to continue losing weight and show up looking smoking hot! And im just trying to focus on myself and try to built my self esteem. I am truly heartbroken. The best i can get out of this situaion is that its just another motivator to lose the weight i've always wanted to lose.  

Your welcome...It does get better. Soon the "bad days" will be less. It is good to have a goal. But just know, he cheated, not because of you or your weight. He cheated because he has no honor or loyalty. That is his personality flaw. Not yours. Be stong and stay motivated! 

Thanks so much! Im trying so hard to think like that. I've been very 'whats wrong with me' 'why aren't i good enough' 'how can someone be so cruel' but im really trying to put these negative thoughts aside. Soon he and i will both come to realize that i can do better ;)