WisteriaSky233's Journal, 08 Jul 22

Today I am wearing the jeans that I have missed for 5 or 6 years. They are some JC Penney's bootcut, with extra brads on the sides. I still want to get to 115lbs but I got them on at 119. I need to try toning up but it is so dang hot in Texas. It makes exercising outside impossible. I only got to walk .5 mile yesterday because it was heat index over 102.

I am troubled with my marriage. Still don't know when he will be home. He was stranded most of the week due to the holiday and his boss had him stranded rather than home. Hubs got pretty angry about it. I am still frustrated with his habits. Trying to not mention it to him. And I haven't. Last night I was getting annoyed thinking about everything. And the longer he is gone, the more I am getting used to being alone. I am worried that my love for him is waning because he isn't there and the annoying aspects of him make me wonder if it is worth it.

I can see why his exes gave up on him.

54.0 kg Lost so far: 5.9 kg.    Still to go: 1.8 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.

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1428 kcal

Fat: 62.75g | Prot: 79.50g | Carbs: 141.00g.   Breakfast: Slim-Fast Keto Fat Bomb Frosted Cinnamon Bun. Lunch: Chicken Express Yeast Roll, Margaret Holmes Seasoned Italian Green Beans, Chicken Express Chicken Breast, Chicken Express Chicken Tender. Dinner: Green Giant Corn on the Cob Nibblers , StarKist Foods Tuna Creations Ranch, Blue Diamond Almond Nut-Thins - Hint of Sea Salt Nut & Rice Cracker Snacks. Snacks/Other: Atkins Endulge Dark Chocolate Covered Peppermint Pattie, Munch Rights Cheddar & Sour Cream Baked Puffs, Crystal Light Margarita, Tequila. more...

1813 kcal

Exercise: Watching TV/Computer - 2 hours, Shopping - 1 hour, Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 30 minutes, Showering - 20 minutes, Desk Work - 8 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 4 hours and 10 minutes. more...