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"Even if it’s not okay, I know that I will be okay and that I will get through it."
I have a lot going on while my life and ventures re-align and re-sort in this incredibly difficult time with a pandemic and assorted other things.
Toxic people. Destructive relationships.
I have to keep reminding myself that it's okay. I've lived through worse.
120 orders in the queue is NBD, I've done this, and more, before.
Removing people that are terrible for me is not new and it won't hurt any more or less than any other time I've had to do it.
I'm holding fast to the routines that I can and working out the things that are no longer applicable.
So, as soon as the sun comes up, I'm going for a run.
I'll knock out half of the orders today.
I've tightly planned all of my food to stay on track and not go over my calorie limits today.
Because stress eating won't actually make me feel better and it will only make me feel significantly worse.
Have a good week. May you find and connect with the people that make your life easier and better.
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1104 kcal
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Fat: 32.72g | Prot: 47.54g | Carbs: 165.74g.
Breakfast: Watermelon , Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Califia Farms Oat Creamer, Better Booch Kombucha - Citrus Sunrise, Amazing Grass Amazing Protein Glow Vanilla Honeysuckle, Silk Pure Almond Milk - Unsweetened Original. Lunch: Trader Joe's Organic Baby Lettuce Mix, Zucchini, Seasoned Tofu Chunks, Cashew Ranch Dressing, Cauliflower, Bell Peppers. Dinner: Whole Foods Market Seeduction Bread, Butternut Squash Cheese Sauce, Mushroom Lasagna Soup. Snacks/Other: Cadia Organic Yellow Corn Tortilla Chips, Cashew Ranch Dressing, Bell Peppers, Califia Farms Oat Creamer, Iced Coffee. more...
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Yes, atriel❣️ Remove those toxic energy vampires 🧛♀️. Save your energy for people who matter. 💞💞💞
24 Aug 20 by member: moopie321
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Hey lady, I'm grateful for you. 🌹🌹
24 Aug 20 by member: atriel2
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Same, you stay focused on what’s important. 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻
24 Aug 20 by member: moopie321
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24 Aug 20 by member: atriel2
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I hope things are going well for you this week... That you got your run in and your orders are being managed. I appreciate the way you journal... Showing your strength in the midst of trying circumstances. I need some of that. 🙂 ❤️ Hang tight! I'm glad you are here.
28 Aug 20 by member: melissatwa
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Hey Melissa, you've been on my mind a lot lately. I hope that you're holding up and doing as well as can be expected.
You and your beautiful family are in my thoughts. ❤️
28 Aug 20 by member: atriel2
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Thank you! That means a lot. We are just taking one day at a time! You have girls, so I know you absolutely know what it is like to love them so desperately. I'm sitting here watching my beautiful, feathered visitors to my feeder. It is a moment of peace! ❤️
28 Aug 20 by member: melissatwa
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I'm so sorry, I'm not sure how I missed your reply, Melissa.
Girls are so different from boys. My son is my heart and absolutely everything to me. His love is fierce and protective and so 'male' in the ways that he expresses it.
My daughter is just as fierce and just as protective but there's a sweetness and gentleness in the way that she expresses that love.
They both break and heal my heart on an almost daily basis.
I hope that you are doing well and that the birds are helping.
So much love to you. <3
01 Sep 20 by member: atriel2
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Oh thank you. I feel like I just got a big hug. I am absolutely earnest when I say that understanding from someone who truely, totally gets it gives me strength. I am so close to this girl. After her going through so much and my being by her side for so many years, it feels like I literally feel her pain or her sadness or her distress or her fear... Like our hearts are just connected. Thank you so much for caring!... For reaching out with such kindness. ❤️
01 Sep 20 by member: melissatwa
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