HerStrawberri's Journal, 29 Sep 11

**proceed with caution! Ranting ahead!!**


Bad night last night. We had to take our Junior Kitty to the kitty ER. After we had dinner last night, we tried to get him to come up on the bed and he wouldn't come. That was very weird for him. So i got down and tried to get him to come out from under this bench thing I have in front of our bed. he wouldn't move. at all. He wouldn't eat or drink and he cried if we moved him. I naturally freaked out. I couldn't get him to move and he just layed there lokking at me. SO we took him to the kitty er as his vet was closed. IT WAS TERRIBLE! All these poor people coming in with their sick babies! Cats and poor doggies. it was terrible. Anyway, junior kitty is ok. He is just has a virus or something. I'm on kitty watch and if he has a fever over 103 for more then a day we have to take him back in. I'm a little skeptical, as i don't really like ANY Drs, but we will see. he started responding when we got him home. I gave him wet food and he gobbeled it right up and he was purring and rolling around. SO, I'm not exactly sure WHAT is was...but the vet seems to think he is ok. The vet said his paws and his snip snip area look good so no infection. I was just so scared. =(

I stepped on the scale today and guess what it said??? 298.6!!!!!!! Now, I don't know if that will stick so I'm niot getting my hopes up quite yet. i will weigh in tomorrow and see. i will record THAT one if it's the same. I was happy to NOT see a # starting with a 3. I thought i would be more excited about it. i was more excited yesterday. I'm feeling kid of blah right now. Stressed out I guess.

My dad leaves today to come here. I just hope everything goes ok. My whole crazy ass family will be here on saturday to help with the move. Our apartment isn't big enough to hold an extra 10 people...and that isn't including me, my GF and my dad. AND no one even told us about all of these people coming until a few days ago. i was kind of annoyed. i mean, this IS OUR house. ya know? I told my dad that and he was like....well this is about me and they are going to be there to help me. i was like...UMMMM THIS IS OUR FREAKIN HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe that shouldn't of bothered me but it did. Maybe I'm getting upset over nothing. i don't know. =(

Another thing...since I'm on a roll of annoying things. I post on my Fb that I lost 75 lbs. I'm really freaking proud of it...ya know? It's something that is really important to me. NOT ONE of my family memebers commented or texted or called me. NOT ONE. NOW, my freaking sister LIVES on FB. as a matter of fact she has sent me numerous texts about HER CRAP since yesterday. i even told her last nigth we were int he kitty ER with junior kitty and she didn't even ask how he was doing. AM I BEING SELFISH?!?!?!?! Why is it everyone elses CRAP matters so much more then mine??????? Sometimes i just want to SCREAM at people. I'm so freaking sick of it. Like, sometimes when i talk...people will just cut me off mid sentence and start talking about themselves. guess what MOTHER F'ers!!! My crap is important too and let me F'N TALK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok so maybe I'm getting myself all worked up over this....but this has been happening for EVER. I'm trying to work on ME and this is one of the things that just plain pisses me off. THIS is why I'm not really close with my fam. Blah. I could right a book.

Sorry FS people. I know this has nothing really to do with diet. but it has everything to do with ME and THAT is just as important.

Anyway, I'm playing hooky from my English class today. I need to watch my baby and finish moving around my dads room. and I guess chill out! LOL

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910 kcal

Fat: 52.50g | Prot: 92.00g | Carbs: 8.00g.   Breakfast: Butter with Olive Oil, Medium Eggs, Turkey Sausage Patties. Dinner: Heinz Ketchup, Mayonnaise, sentry 90% lean hammy. Snacks/Other: 2% String Cheese Sticks. more...