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Hi Journal~
I am trying, yes I am trying to not eat! Visiting with family, taking care of my sick daughter. Sad times! None the less, I am trying to be good.(with food!)
I know that people are trying to be nice, by saying that I look great, and that I don't look like I need to lose Wt, but the scale says something different! :) I know the truth and that is-"I might look good in my clothes, but not nude! (SCARY!)
Okay, I went to Chili's Restaurant. They have a great chicken dish for those of us who are dieting. Actually they have several items under 220 Cals! They even have skinny Margareta's! The Hostess was kind enough to pass out the low Cal. menu's that they have. Actually they have several items that sounds good to me, for people that are counting their calories! :)
Watching a loved one in depression, is enough to make anyone want to stuff, and drink all at the same time. No, I haven't done this-yet! grin! I am a care giver for a mom with dementia, and a daughter with bi-polar! It is because of their problems, and what they are going through, that I will try to stay quiet and still, instead of pulling my hair out and eat!
OMG-My daughter comes home with Frito's, and chocolate candy bars. I am like,freaking out! "Yes, I ate some of the Frito's!":~
My daughter suggested that we go out to eat at our favorite Mexican restaurant-"You know? the kind that has loads of ooie-goey sauce and cheese"? Yummy!... I said "no!" Yeah!
Well my poor Journal, I could go on and on, but I won't. I will try and get a grip on life, and let go of the things that I can't change.
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
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