DairyKing's Journal, 19 Mar 14

Good Morning, FS Warriors! Didn't get up until 4:30 this morning. Stayed up a little too late banging on the guitar. I should know by now that I'm already stretching the limits on sleep every day as it is. Even going to bed 15 minutes later than usual takes its toll. But anyway, I got to the treadmill about 4:45, and after staring at it for a while, and giving myself the proverbial pep talk, I climbed on the thing and began to beat that rotating rubber thing into submission. I was expecting the workout to be a lot rougher, since this stage only allows a 1 minute walk in between the 9 minute runs, but it wasn't bad at all. In fact, my heart rate did not go as high as it did on yesterday's workout.

I'm down a pound and a half from the last weigh-in, which is good, but it's really hard to get excited when you know that you've got to lose 25 pounds just to get to where you made it the first time you took this FatSecret journey. Ughhh! I know you can't live in the past, and I'm a pretty optimistic guy, but I have to ask myself, "What did you learn from your previous experience?" I went from 254.5 in August of 2011 to 214.5 in Feb 2012, and then steadily climbed right back up to top off at 254 again on Feb 7 of this year. Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, and expecting different results. So, where am I going with this? Well, if you don't know why you failed, you're probably destined to repeat it. Looking back, I can see that the one common denominator in all of this was that I kept telling myself that each bad decision wasn't going to be a big deal. A little cake or pie here, a couple Hardees sausage egg and cheese biscuits here, a few more slices of pizza there, or a 2nd big helping of spaghetti. And a few pieces of chocolate here and a few there. I think I know where this is going. And then the exercise trails off; "I'm in pretty good shape now, I can do this 3 or 4 times a week to maintain, and then maybe 1 or 2 days a week just to keep the ole corpuscles active." And then comes the couch and the TV programs. Yep, I think I've got it. Not going there anymore. The bottom line: this is a lifetime commitment. If you're not going to monitor and maintain a reasonable food intake, exercise regularly and take care of yourself for the rest of your life, then go ahead and beat yourself to death to almost achieve your goal, just so you can repeat it over and over again until you die. I'm just being realistic here. It's so much easier to maintain, than it is to come back from being a couch potato.

All righty then, I hope I haven't cast a shadow of guilt over anyone. Not my intent. We all know how sly the Fat Monster is, and we just have to be smarter than he is. That's my somewhat melancholy rhetoric for the day. However, it does kind of give me hope for better results this time around. I hope you find some consolation and encouragement in it as well. Toodles!

View Diet Calendar, 19 March 2014:
2206 kcal Fat: 73.85g | Prot: 144.81g | Carbs: 256.82g.   Breakfast: Body Fortress Super Advanced Whey Protein - Chocolate Peanut Butter (42g), Milk (2% Lowfat with Added Vitamin A), Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Kroger Non-Dairy Creamer, Bananas. Lunch: Kroger Lite Orange Yogurt, Oroweat Pocket Thins Flatbread 8 Grain, Mustard, Shop 'n Save Colby Jack Cheese, Lunch Mate Deli Thin Sliced Honey Ham. Dinner: Luzianne Sweetened Iced Tea, Cream Style Corn, Cracker Barrel Old Country Store Chicken & Dumplings. Snacks/Other: Cucumber (with Peel), Apples, Eating Right Peeled Baby-cut Carrots. more...
3097 kcal Exercise: Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 13 minutes, Running (jogging) - 5/mph - 27 minutes, Resting - 18 hours and 20 minutes, Sleeping - 5 hours. more...

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Good morning! You are 100% correct - no guilt here, just pure reality. Our plan of action must be "for the rest of our lives". Thanks for the kick in the pants and the inspiration. Hope you are having a great day! Cheers. 
19 Mar 14 by member: Lynn1958
biscuit, pizza, hardee's, chocolate... I was at a buffet yesterday (and did very well in choices) and didn't have as much time with the food there as I'm having now reading about it. sheesh 
19 Mar 14 by member: ClassicRocker
Way to go - again! Keeping us inspired to get up and do the right thing! 
19 Mar 14 by member: Neptunebch
Don't judge your life by your past; you don't live there anymore.  
19 Mar 14 by member: FullaBella
I agree with Bella...we all have our ups and downs so to speak...but your back and doing good...Hang in there buddy.. and stay warm....:O) 
19 Mar 14 by member: BHA
Very thought provoking. I think the trick is.... to end up not 'liking' the food or drink that is high carbs and fat... Then you won't be tempted by them. I find, if I abstain from a particular food, in the end, I'm not bothered about it - wish I could say the same about booze. 
19 Mar 14 by member: Sk1nnyfuture
Pam, there are foods that I am never going to end up "not liking." I am always going to tempt fate, and attempt to be disciplined in practicing moderation. If I deprive myself entirely of something that I dearly love, I'm going to be like Pavlov's dog when it even comes near me. I guess it just goes to prove that there is not a one-size-fits-all technique when it comes to successful weight loss and maintenance. 
19 Mar 14 by member: DairyKing
Lol.... So right DK. That's the trouble with the 'off the shelf' diet plans 
19 Mar 14 by member: Sk1nnyfuture
Yeah, but Marie Osmond can come over and give me her sales pitch any time!  
19 Mar 14 by member: DairyKing
Hi to all I am new to this site. I just started the 5:2 Fast Diet today. nice thing is is that you can eat what you want for 5 days and only have to worry about 2 of them. I have read great reviews about this diet i figure it's worth a try. If you sustain from what you love to eat you will only want it more, so hopefully with this diet I can have an occasion slice or 2 of pizza since it is one of my favorites next to sushi. I have tried so many different diets but I can't stick with them too much work. if i didn't love wine so much I would have to lose weight LOL. 
19 Mar 14 by member: jlv1961
Awesome on the loss buddy..and keep on trucking...your doing great...:O) 
19 Mar 14 by member: BHA
Definitely no guilt for you, my committed friend. And there just isn't enough time in the day, is there? Well done on the current loss and your treadmill work. 
20 Mar 14 by member: Helewis

     
 

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