Belial87's Journal, 13 Apr 20

stay positive  

That meal is not too bad at all. Hang in there, babe! 😘 

Thanks, I'm trying. I quit my job and took garden leave at the end of February having just been through a hard breakup so I hermitted. It means that this is week 7 of not going out and socialising and.... I just need a hug. Thankfully the cat atleast is a cuddly one.  

Sorry to hear that Belial, please don't shut the world out, speak with friends and family on social media or the phone, or text chat.give yourself time and be good to yourself. 

Awe! Hun, I wish I was there to give you a massive hug. If you need to express anything feel free to do it on here because we are always here to try and lift your spirit. Never think you're alone. I promise you as time goes on the heartache will get easier. I know with this lockdown it makes things gazillion times harder... Keep telling yourself, once lockdown is over the world is your oyster. 🤗🤗😘😘❤️❤️ 

Looks nice. You look after yourself.  

meal looks good. craving it now. you are not alone in this. xxx 

Look at the positives! Eggs are good for you and potatoes do have nutritional value as well. Eating a meal like this every so often is far from the end of the world. Stay positive and take care x 

Thanks for all your lovely comments. I know it's tough for everyone at the moment. Nice to have a supportive community to ee you through the highs and lows of life. Peat_68, I have been keeping in touch with people. Was nice to have a virtual dinner with a friend yesterday. My poor dad must be sick of my calling twice a day 😂 Bubblegum, thanks 💕. I am over the worst of the heartache now, beginning to see how he controlled every situation so i was in the wrong (even when he did the same things). My mental health has actually got a lot better since it all ended. And the lockdown does mean its a clear end, no possibilities of fixing things and months to gather hindsight on bad it all was. Silver linings to everything and all.  

Glad to hear that Belial babe 😘 

Still yummy 😋 

I recommend watching a good comedy, it helps to laugh a bit :) Im watching the marvelous ms maivel rn and it's really good 

Belial life is full of ups and downs keep your chin up! 

Its a time for reflection for us all just now, never let anyone control you, we all need to be ourselves. Your meal actually looks sooo good just now! Stay safe, his loss! x  

A bit of comfort food isn’t a bad thing! Especially right now, and in such a small amount. I’m craving it constantly, especially due to a breakup 😞... just try to think about why you want comfort food. For me, it’s usually when I feel low and miss family and friends. I’ll push myself to make an amazing cup of tea and and FaceTime one of them 🤗 it helps a lot. Thank you for sharing, and chatting with people here. Message me if you ever you want to rant about cravings, dumb guys, what’s on Netflix or the view from your window 😊 xx