59Carol's Journal, 24 Feb 19

I am logging a 0.4 gain this morning. All good. We have had a very difficult week.

As I have referenced before my husband's surgery went poorly. We expected to return home after he healed from the incision. Plans have changed. He was moved down the hall into the palliative ward this week. We have been told that he will die there and will not be going home again.

This was devastating news. It made us understand that things were more imminent than we realized and it felt very final to realize that we were not going to enjoy our home together again.

Dave has remained on a emotional even keel but it is hard. We are focusing on the moment right now and staying enjoying our family and time together for now. The end looms but it is being pushed away for now.
109.4 kg Lost so far: 12.4 kg.    Still to go: 32.3 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.

View Diet Calendar, 24 February 2019:
1207 kcal Fat: 25.08g | Prot: 50.44g | Carbs: 197.99g.   Breakfast: Whole Milk, Honey, Kombucha, Poached Egg, Yam, Tea (Brewed). Lunch: California Rolls. Dinner: Freshlike Mixed Vegetables, Mashed Potato, Turkey Breast Meat. Snacks/Other: Licorice, Black Bean Brownie, Tea (Brewed). more...
3151 kcal Exercise: Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 5 minutes, Dance (square dancing) - 20 minutes, Stretching (yoga) - 30 minutes, Sleeping - 9 hours, Weight Training (moderate) - 26 minutes, Resting - 13 hours and 39 minutes. more...
Gaining 0.2 kg a Week

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I am so sorry to hear this latest news. Live in the moment. Hugs to you! 
25 Feb 19 by member: Horseshu1
God bless... 
25 Feb 19 by member: 1nbritner
whether there is advance notice of death or is sudden there is no real way to prepare. cherish the time you have left.  
25 Feb 19 by member: bbratt
God bless you and your family!  
25 Feb 19 by member: Sweet_Marie
So sorry to see this news. Best wishes for the time you have.  
25 Feb 19 by member: ddpen
So glad you have this time together. Even though it is precious, it is so very hard. Am holding you both up to our Father in prayer. Even though you know the end is coming, it is still a shock. Maybe that's the way our human minds protect ourselves. Am so very sorry you have to go through this. We are so very human, aren't we? We all here at FS care about you so much. Don't be afraid to vent here. Can you sleep some? Am so glad you have close family. 
26 Feb 19 by member: Snowwhite100
May God be with your family and hold you close Jesus also will keep you comforted 🙏🏻 
26 Feb 19 by member: gsn fan
Oh Carol.... prayers of peace and comfort for you.  
27 Feb 19 by member: Hope Springs Eternal

     
 

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