melissatwa's Journal, 03 May 21

How you doing, Melissa? Hope all is well.  

I feel like I'm trying to run in a foot of mud, but it will dry up and I'll find my footing. I'm sure it will. 😁 Thank you so much for asking and for your support, br_e_co!  

Points for bravery for stepping on the scale this morning. Extra points for posting it. And no running in mud unless you're training for a wresting match, Ms. Hottie! (oooohhhh...new sport hobby? 😉) 

I am a banana, not a bear! 🍌x 🐻 

oh i know! just saw that - and deleted cuz i cannot edit. sorry banana! :)  

Melissa, you are still doing great. ❤ I know you know that this gain is not all fat. You'll be back to where you want to be soon enough. ❤ 

My opinion of this, though unsolicited, is that it’s all the extra love in your heart for your family. 🥰 Hope all the crew is doing well Melissa. ❤️🙏 

I’ve been wanting to know all’s well too. Looks like it is. Take care and now we still weigh the same! I bet 

No worries, Melissa you got this... 

Thanks so much for your encouraging and amazingly kind words. I am doing ok today. Not happy with my weight but managing. I'm realizing how difficult it is to maintain my goal weigh right now, which is my high school/wedding/lightest adult weight in nearing 30 years weight. It is not an excuse, but I'm facing the reality that without total focus, being hungry lots, and working out so much, I struggle significantly keeping to my goal weight. I'm. It even close at the moment. Oh well, one day at a time! Thanks for the support!!!  

when it is right you will figure it out you've done an amazing job good luck 

Hey Melissa! Good to see you! Be well! Colossians 1:9 🙏 

Oh no Melissa, I forgot to check my messages. I just closed March, never been this behind at work, a little overwhelming. ☹️ I have been feeding crows at work, that is how crazy I am about birds. I can’t wait to check it out, but it is 10:30 here and I should be asleep for I get up at about 3:50 AM each morning. Thanks again.👍💕🌺 

I agree and love your opinion Wifey!💕 

Oh, 60pack, that was absolutely the most touching verse I could have right now! Today I had some really difficult news. I'm so absolutely uncertain what to do, and to know there are people praying is like a comforting hug to my soul. God be with you all. Shrewdness, ty. And, yes! Check the pm to see the bird feeders. We had a family of crows who left us a gift for helping their silly baby who was delayed learning to fly. They are so clever !  

Thank you all again for your encouragement. I just want to do better. My resolve is just so stupidly weak right now.  

That's just energy to help you crush it in the gym! 

Holding you in my heart Melissa. 💖 

I’m sorry that you’re struggling. Better days are ahead!  

Thank you, Diablo! 😬 Not making it to the gym this week, but soon! Desr Shir, thank you for all your endless support and help here and when I call. What a wise help you are!